Soda (again)

I've mentioned before that I've been soda-free for over 8 months now which is a great accomplishment. Honestly though, I wasn't drinking more than 2 per day but I still wanted to see if I could do it. I still get those cravings and had one just a few minutes ago. I just got home from Christmas shopping, wanted to make some lunch, sit down, catch up on some tv, and  have a Coke. I really, really want one. But there is a part of me that keeps stopping me. I don't know what it is. Maybe I'm afraid if I drink one, it'll be all over and I'll have to start from scratch again or that I'll start drinking them on a regular basis. Oh well, it will pass. I'll go have a big glass of ice water with my lunch. **sigh**