Awww man!

It's been a month since I last posted. I just can't get the hang on this consistency thing. I read somewhere that even if you just post what you're eating for breakfast, lunch, or dinner (boring!), you should post so you get the hang of doing it every single day. I can't imagine doing that because my foods habits are pretty boring and then I'd really feel accountable for all the crap I eat. Hmmmm, maybe that's what I SHOULD do!

Can't believe we are already in March. This year is flying by so quickly.Good news is that my best friend is coming out for a few days next weekend and my parents will be out for several days right after Anngee leaves. Yea!! I need some family time. I need to sit and talk with my friend for hours and walk and bitch and complain about our lives, kids, and husbands. Can't wait!!



~ with much love

I turn 40 in 120 days. Four months.

I’ve always said I don’t want to be overweight my entire life. I want the second half of my life to be the healthier half.

I am approximately 30 pounds overweight. I am 5’2” and as of today I weigh 158.6. I really want to be at 130 by my 40th birthday. It will take more dedication than I’ve ever given before. It will require me being tougher with myself than normal.

It’s very important for me to meet this goal. I need my kids to see me healthy, happy, active - all the things I encourage in them.

Weekly weigh-ins will happen to keep me honest and on track.

I’m excited, nervous, anxious - all things that have previously derailed me. Not this time.

When I'm pissed off...

... I tend to clean. I'm pretty sure my husband knows this and does and says things sometimes to push me over the edge so I do go clean.

Anyway, I'm still really frustrated over the plumbing leak, my iced tea maker not working properly, my email on my phone acting up, and the fact that it's freezing ass cold outside and windy as all get out today. So I cleaned my closet and it looks pretty nice. I cleaned the kitchen (sort off, not a deep clean like it needs.) I'm not sure what I'm going to clean next but I know every room in this big house needs some TLC. I'm just afraid of running out of energy halfway through a project.

Or I might just watch a movie. :)